Worst Deep Meaning

After my last conversation with my bloody h*ll bos, I’ve decided to find another job asap. I know that I’m better than this… sangat meletihkan.

Yup, I was wondering why everything happening too fast…

On the same day, I planned to accept my current job because of considering having new baby first. Then in the morning I saw doctor to take the blood test. Earlier he checks my pulse and my pulse are back to normal now! Wohooooo!!! This is the only good news ever! But less than an hour, mood changes because the discussion regarding my new salary with the boss. If RM 100, I can still consider… but RM 700 is way far too much!!!!!

I guess, he forgotten that I already have 8 plus years experience and might think that I am just graduated! Stupid boss! Now I realize he want to kick me from the beginning due to save cost! Blah!

My very own strategy is to find up 2 triple ways to get new job! I cannot just depend on jobstreet. Tones of job seeker are seeking out there. So, I’m looking at newspaper and tried to create something different from other candidates. What is it? I don’t think I want to tell now because I’m not sure it is going to work or not.

Yesterday, again I am feeling down, but wait Hadija! You should not feeling that way too long… great an thanks Allah, I still have ‘balance’ of positive aura. I should wake up and will never play with emotion. At least I should not drown deep under into it like previously.

Even I cannot depend on other people’s help. I have to do it on my own. Pls pray for me…

Thanks to this bless Ramadan…. I have the strength to move on…

Whenever I’m feeling sad, I hear this song. So direct soothing meaning.

Anuar Zain – Jangan Bersedih Lagi

 

Kekasihku

Jangan Bersedih lagi

Keringkanlah titisan air mata di pipi

Kekasihku
Tabahkan hatimu
Sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yang melanda melenyapkan
Impian bersama

Jangan dikesali
Atas apa yang terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya
Membuahkan bahagia

Kekasihku
Aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta

Kasih antara kita

Jangan berduka
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha

Kekasihku
Jangan bersedih lagi
Keringkanlah titisan air mata di pipi

Kekasihku
Tabahkan hatimu
Sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yang melanda melenyapkan
Impian bersama

Jangan dikesali
Atas apa yang terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya
Membuahkan bahagia

Kekasihku
Aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta
Kasih antara kita

Jangan berduka
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha

Mungkin suatu hari
Kita akan bersama lagi
Aku masih mengharap
Segalanya kan berulang semula…

Kekasihku
Aku tahu
Kita sama saling menyinta
Tidak pernah Ada dusta
Kasih antara kita

Jangan berduka kekasihku
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah Menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha…

Tidak pernah ada dusta
Kasih antara kita

Jangan berduka kekasihku
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha…